Sad Sad Day..........

Still taking care of my baby brother today... He's getting better but i'm getting worse... My ulcer grew larger... sigh...

Happy Birthday Yvonne...(just thought i should put it on blog)...

And to Yvonne and Yok Wei A.K.A Eddy... My hols Starts Last Friday and Ends on this coming Sunday...

I may go to school on this friday ... Not sure ... No more money in my EZ link card... Got to wait for my pocket money next month...Sorry...

Anyway, still very bored ... Nothing to do today... Hols and all... Thinking of going out but no friends to go out with ... sigh...Plus no money also ... sigh ... I'm thinking of writing an online short story on my blog... what do you all think ? Any comments... I notice other than Yvonne, no one else uses my comment ... still trying to get my tag on but you see got this minor problem that i can't get pass... I Don't Know How To Get It Up...So if any kind souls would like to tell me how just comment on my blog... Thank you ... I'll be waiting... Remember ... Me Mountain Puppy Kitty Thingy...

Still reading books today... Re-reading my Buffy Series for the millionth time ... I think I can memorize the story line for each books... Kinda take the mystery and the i'm-reading-this-for-the-first-time feeling away... So, Still Bored...

My Msn Messenger is screwy... Now I'm using Mozilla 1.7.1 and everytime i run mozilla, my msn hangs ... sigh ... anyone wants to help me on this? Msn works perfectly fine before i run my mozilla browser...( mozilla icon is kinda cute)...

K... gonna play gunbound now... bye...

Silver~~~

Silver ship dancing in the air...
Smiling down on me , O Diana so fair...
Silver owl flying so free...
Flutter death down on me...
Silver light surrounds my soul...
Dispel evil , shadows , foe...
Death on me...
Hope eludes me...
But my silver Diana forever sings to me...
Silver ship gazes on my fear...
Like a smile...
Forever grows...
Till the day She looks in surprise...
Then starts to fade to a smile...
To an enticing grin...
To nothingness...
To silver...
To grin ...
To smile...
To...

Yay~~~

Exams over 2 days ago... hols till april 4th ... Yay ...anyway just cleaned my computer of virus... using mozilla instead of IE ... yay.... but still got virus ... always got a popup when i start up com... not even online yet ...still got a notepad popup and a directory address of my com written on it ... and another popup called popup sixty six ??? cute and comes up minutes later after i on my com so always disrupt my game... nearly got my game character killed once... sigh ... if anyone got some solutions just give me comments... till i get my tag up... btw anyone want to enlighten me on how to get my tag up ? me a little mountain puppy kitty thingy... best to live in caves and hunt for food ...so anyway yvonne... no i'm not trying to flood your mail box... just trying to act cute...(actually dun need to act ... already very cute liao...)... in case you were wondering how i remember your birthday... i didn't... i hunted high and low for our old class list where we wrote down majority of our original 04S26 classmates' b'dae...sigh ... hols just started and i'm feeling bored already... oh ya just learnt how to make hainan kueh from my aunt (her secret recipe passed down from my Ah Gong... (not the one in the new 04S26 class in tpjc, my real one...) Not easy... very back breaking... next time make for my friends... learning to make mooncakes... can sell on the next mooncake festival... seems like me blog going on very long ... argh matey... (just realised i dun noe wat pirates say when the say good bye... they probably just leave a wake of bodies in their trails...pointless to say goodbye to dead bodies...)

So anyway...got competetion coming this may... salmon cooking competetion... wanna pair up with jack... got a couple of ideas... anything but grilled, pan-fried, poached... too boring...so wish me monsters...winning not that important.. so long as i give it my best and it is fun, not filled with shouting only... must have some beating and torturing also...

so anyway... my bro seems to have hand-foot-mouth disease...not sure...he seems to have passed it to me... now got ulcer-like thingies in my mouth and it itches...can teenagers or adults get it???anyone wanna enlighten me ... ( mountian puppy kitty thingy=me, remember... )

So bored without you, i'm just so bored without you, and i just can't smile, and i just can't smile ... without you ...

(R) to all of you ... ciao...( time to go rot, watch tv, bubble my baby brother, baby brother bubble me...etc...)

Meow~~~

Tears run dry ~~~

Well ... Another day has passed and I've read finished two books today ... The Lost Boy and A Man Named Dave... Both by David Pelzer... It is just so sad to see a boy abused both physically and psychologically, but heartening to see how he grew up to be a successful story... now all i have to do is to get the first book called A Child Called It ... Those interested can try to get all three books ...

Today just had a test... About to die...But i know that my Principle of Cooking practical exam got 80.1%... Just have to add theory exam and progress test marks to it ... Yay ... I think i did well...

By the way... Happy World Water Day... :)

To Yvonne...

Just for you ...

The day we said bye...
In the realm of my mind...
The fear to say goodbye...
So escape i seek to find...
But now i say to you...
My fair friend...
Gone are the fears so blue...
Gone will our seperation feel like the end...
For we will keep in touch right...?
And a clue to your surprise...
Today I say 8...
Luck be with you always...
Till I find the next person to flay...
Meow~~~
My bosom friend always... I hope...
Good luck...
Bright Start...
Future blinds ...
My heart of eyes...
Love life ...
Endless..
Till death do you part...

A child called it

Today just read a series of book by David ( Dave ) pelzer... Very sad... Actually I got read it before but just wanted to re-read it again... Since it is exam period and I'm cursed to not study for 1 week before the exams least I fail it... Sigh~~~ sad story... Reminds us that our families are actually quite nice, heavenly by comparison... I really recommend all to read it ... 1st to spread the Message on child abuse and to allow us to view how mundane our daily squabbles with our parents are and hopefully learn to treasure the relationships we have... And to all whose experience are similar to the author... My sympathy... Hopefully you will have the courage to break free...Be wise in your counsel...

Through the ages I see with my eyes,
Never a soul so marred by vice,
Deliverence he seeks,
Forgiveness he craves,
With bravery tinted with meek,
With madness in the house, he raves,
Till the day, he was saved,
His future t'was paved...

love?

If satan were to love me...
I would love him too...
But n'ver stray to darkness...
But stay on Righteous Path...
For mutual true love we have...
I'll hope to bring him back...
For would God not rejoice...
If His son would to repent...
And come once again into His arms...
And cease all evil acts...
For surely the world will rejoice...
Over satan's death...
With the rebirth of Lucifer...
Thus end all evil deeds...
Heavens rejoice, sounds of joy fills the air...
Heaven throws a feast so grand...
That the Universe never saw before...
To welcome God's long lost child...
Back through Heaven's Gates...
If satan were to love me...
With all his heart so true...
I'll not mind dying...
To reunite him with God...
If satan were to love me...
I would love him back...
But n'ver stray to darkness...
But stay on Righteous Path...
If satan were to love me...
I'll bring him back...
Cause all i need is love...
And i'll love you true...
Even if you are evil...
I'll see you as beautiful...
I'll look pass all your faults...
Cause I'm not perfect too...
If satan were to love me...
I'll love him too...

my first posting...

Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice...

anyway first post, kinda like first kiss...

todae just finished project work... totally spent...wanna sleep, till darkness engulfs me , like a torrent of raging river pulling me closer to its deadly embrace... don't wanna wake up...